Right now it seems I can only go through the motions of keeping us afloat financially. The rest of the time, my thoughts won’t leave me alone to get anything done…the BIG questions. Why am I here? Why are we here? It feels like our species is screwing up royally. Am I, are we even supposed to be here? How can people hurt each other so much? How can anyone want to hurt children? Why are people always giving me a look that would be accompanied by a record scratch sound on reality TV? Random musings. That’s all for now.